sanfran. 21. lsc. xsc.
"I hear and I forget. I see and I remember. I do and I understand." - Confucius
To be honest I always feel uncomfortable whenever someone says “I love you” to me. It doesn’t matter who it is, my parents, my aunt, a random friend that jokingly says it or even when Colin says it to me. I don’t really know why but I always react the same way. They say it, I look at them, and then look away and pretend I’m looking for something and usually the closest thing near me is my phone. Don’t get me wrong, I like hearing it.. sometimes… but other times it sort of freaks me out. When my parents say it I just mumble it back because I don’t want to be disrespectful. If a relative says it I rarely say anything at all. With Colin I’ll usually say it back if I’m in a lovey dovey mood. But if he randomly says it I just hold his hand or look at him and smile. Ugh and I absolutely hate it when he says it too much. Does that make me an insensitive bitch that it makes me mad when he tells me that he likes my stickin guts? lol. It sounds stupid but I guess I’m afraid of the words “I love you.” I don’t understand why. It just happens to be that way.@3 weeks ago